Today, I found out that Polaroid has gone bankrupt. Last year (2008), they also stopped making the film for the cameras..
We used to have one, but I don't know where it went. And suddenly, I really feel like taking a picture and shaking it. Having it come out instantly. And stupidly, feeling amazed. The days when people took pictures and actually had them in their hands, instead of all thrown into some folder on their computer. Yeah, Facebook albums are okay and all. But 20 years from now, are you seriously going to go to your Facebook to see pictures? I don't think so.
How come all good things end ? ):
It's like the world just wants what's new, as though that was always better. I admit that I'm like that, too.. but sometimes. I wish life and even the world would slow down.
I mean, what's the rush to grow up? There's nothing that great about it.
Sometimes, life to me seems like an endless pattern of ritual. We do things and then we keep doing things, until sometimes we forget the point.
Driving? Yeah, I want to drive.
But more than that, I just wish I could return to the good ol' days. When I knew how to be carefree. When I knew how to be creative. When I knew what I wanted to be. When I loved going to school and loved being alive.
What's going to be so great about paying bills? Having to be responsible 100% of the time? Having to work? Having to worry about making dinner? Having to do so many things that you don't even realize right now?
Funny thing is, I've always thought about how I don't want to grow up. How I want to just stay in this frame of time, where I can be with my family and have dinners together.
But then I also think that that's not fair to my parents. And I realize time is against me. So I better suck it up and keep going. ):
Oh, the nostalgia of being a kid.
When people didn't worry about make-up and looking cute in front of that guy.
When people didn't worry about cliques.
When people didn't need to worry.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
random blurbs.
So right about now, I should be studying for business and doing hw.
ahahhah but its okay :D
(Cut my hair again today. SO much hair fell o w o;;; because I thinned it.
But now I can't do anything with it. joy!! D:
Okay so some random facts for all of you tired, bored peoples. (:
http://my.opera.com/Bj%C3%B8rk/albums/showpic.dml?album=59638&picture=1002915
The world's fattest dog was 343 pounds.
(And it is DEFINITELY heaver than me!!
.. Dan.. -____-;)
Men get hit by lightning 4x as often as women. (hee hee good for us girls... :D chan you too!)
Tongue prints are different for everyone, like fingerprints.
All kittens are born with blue eyes!
North Dakota is the only state in the U.S. to never have had an earthquake :O
Walt Disney was afraid of mice.
A can of SPAM is opened every FOUR seconds.
In 1899, President McKinley was assured by the director of the US Patent Office that "everything that can be invented has already been invented." <-- doesn't that suck?? ):
reminds me of how there was this one ep from That 70's Show where Kelso was like saying ideas.. but of stuff that already existed. And he said that everything that could be thought of has been. imagine what it'll be like for creative people in 100 years! :O But I guess since they're creative..
Studies show that if a cat falls off the seventh floor of a building it has about thirty percent less chance of surviving than a cat that falls off the twentieth floor. It supposedly takes about eight floors for the cat to realize what is occurring, relax and correct itself.
An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain.
If you keep a goldfish in a dark room, it will eventually turn white.
Isn't this stuff cool? :D
btw, Min young SO didn't stop bullying me ):
just look at my poor black converse ; w ;
that she and chan stepped on while... laughing. . . . Such cruelty X W X
NOT TO MENTION. some other thing that i forgot. but still.. I'm so pitiful ; w ;
Anyway, I'll stop talking. Bet none of you read that and am now just thinking: What a nerd.
Ehehhehe and back to hw :D
ahahhah but its okay :D
(Cut my hair again today. SO much hair fell o w o;;; because I thinned it.
But now I can't do anything with it. joy!! D:
Okay so some random facts for all of you tired, bored peoples. (:
http://my.opera.com/Bj%C3%B8rk/albums/showpic.dml?album=59638&picture=1002915
The world's fattest dog was 343 pounds.
(And it is DEFINITELY heaver than me!!
.. Dan.. -____-;)
Men get hit by lightning 4x as often as women. (hee hee good for us girls... :D chan you too!)
Tongue prints are different for everyone, like fingerprints.
All kittens are born with blue eyes!
North Dakota is the only state in the U.S. to never have had an earthquake :O
Walt Disney was afraid of mice.
A can of SPAM is opened every FOUR seconds.
In 1899, President McKinley was assured by the director of the US Patent Office that "everything that can be invented has already been invented." <-- doesn't that suck?? ):
reminds me of how there was this one ep from That 70's Show where Kelso was like saying ideas.. but of stuff that already existed. And he said that everything that could be thought of has been. imagine what it'll be like for creative people in 100 years! :O But I guess since they're creative..
Studies show that if a cat falls off the seventh floor of a building it has about thirty percent less chance of surviving than a cat that falls off the twentieth floor. It supposedly takes about eight floors for the cat to realize what is occurring, relax and correct itself.
An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain.
If you keep a goldfish in a dark room, it will eventually turn white.
Isn't this stuff cool? :D
btw, Min young SO didn't stop bullying me ):
just look at my poor black converse ; w ;
that she and chan stepped on while... laughing. . . . Such cruelty X W X
NOT TO MENTION. some other thing that i forgot. but still.. I'm so pitiful ; w ;
Anyway, I'll stop talking. Bet none of you read that and am now just thinking: What a nerd.
Ehehhehe and back to hw :D
la la la la
aha i haven't been on this for like.. 2 months! :)
But I tried that weird colorgenics thingy (:
Name: GloriaDate: 3/10/2009
Colorgenics Number: 41520367
You are constantly hoping that your good fellowship and attitude and your 'love for your fellow man (or women)' will give you peace of mind. You need people - people around you to care for you and to show you that they care. It is this hope that keeps you going, the hope that makes you the type of person that indeed you are. Your own need for approval seemingly makes you always ready to help others and in exchange you seek love, warmth and understanding. You will always listen to others and you are open to new ideas which hopefully will prove fruitful and interesting.
You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image in the eyes of others. You are looking for acknowledgement from your peers and those who come into your sphere of influence. You want to be liked, not for what people think of you but for what you really are.
You feel tired - worn out and listless. The last thing that you want to do is to be in an open conflict with those around you that are forever tormenting you. What to do? That's the rub. You are feeling that you are being choked - unable to breathe.
Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.
You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!
; w ;
wish i could play still... ):
I want to play D:
Anyway, I'll post an actual blog post thing some other day.
Edit: HANNAH LEE commented pretending to be me -____-;;;;
and she edited my profile too!!! AND I FOLLOWED MY OWN BLOG -_-
But I tried that weird colorgenics thingy (:
Name: GloriaDate: 3/10/2009
Colorgenics Number: 41520367
You are constantly hoping that your good fellowship and attitude and your 'love for your fellow man (or women)' will give you peace of mind. You need people - people around you to care for you and to show you that they care. It is this hope that keeps you going, the hope that makes you the type of person that indeed you are. Your own need for approval seemingly makes you always ready to help others and in exchange you seek love, warmth and understanding. You will always listen to others and you are open to new ideas which hopefully will prove fruitful and interesting.
You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image in the eyes of others. You are looking for acknowledgement from your peers and those who come into your sphere of influence. You want to be liked, not for what people think of you but for what you really are.
You feel tired - worn out and listless. The last thing that you want to do is to be in an open conflict with those around you that are forever tormenting you. What to do? That's the rub. You are feeling that you are being choked - unable to breathe.
Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.
You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!
; w ;
wish i could play still... ):
I want to play D:
Anyway, I'll post an actual blog post thing some other day.
Edit: HANNAH LEE commented pretending to be me -____-;;;;
and she edited my profile too!!! AND I FOLLOWED MY OWN BLOG -_-
Saturday, January 10, 2009
childhood days
(Haha since i don't want to do hw.. (: )
Sooo todayyy I ran after the ice cream truck man! :D (Min young... thought club swain was bad??? you were wrong)
I was "doing homework" whilst listening to my ipod when suddenly, i hear this familiar jingle!! O w O
so of course i tore my earphone out and got money and went out. but ... the ice cream truck was no longer there! and then i asked my dad because he came from the backyard and asked what i was doing.. but he didn't know!!! T W T
Of course, I couldn't give up. That was when I used my dog ears to pick up the sound and ran to it. All the way down the street... = w = hahahhaa and then nonchalantly stuck my ipod earphones in my ears to make it look like i had just been "running" and said, heyy, maybe I should get some ice cream! ;D
(lol.. there were a group of children)
luckily because of them the ice cream truck stopped, enabling me to buy my ice creams. :D
haha sorry for writing a soap opera about something totally stupid.
but yeahhh wish i could return to those days, in elementary :D where i had no worries, no fears (except for worms, snakes) (:
now back to listening to happy chair and tarzan stuff. and taeyeon songs :D
oh and doing homework. ):
Sooo todayyy I ran after the ice cream truck man! :D (Min young... thought club swain was bad??? you were wrong)
I was "doing homework" whilst listening to my ipod when suddenly, i hear this familiar jingle!! O w O
so of course i tore my earphone out and got money and went out. but ... the ice cream truck was no longer there! and then i asked my dad because he came from the backyard and asked what i was doing.. but he didn't know!!! T W T
Of course, I couldn't give up. That was when I used my dog ears to pick up the sound and ran to it. All the way down the street... = w = hahahhaa and then nonchalantly stuck my ipod earphones in my ears to make it look like i had just been "running" and said, heyy, maybe I should get some ice cream! ;D
(lol.. there were a group of children)
luckily because of them the ice cream truck stopped, enabling me to buy my ice creams. :D
haha sorry for writing a soap opera about something totally stupid.
but yeahhh wish i could return to those days, in elementary :D where i had no worries, no fears (except for worms, snakes) (:
now back to listening to happy chair and tarzan stuff. and taeyeon songs :D
oh and doing homework. ):
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
1/6/09
Haha okay so first off, I just want to say…
I should never EVER become a graphic designer. :DD
I tried tampering with the colors of my blog.. oof.. haha actually it wasn’t that bad I guess. Maybe I’m a drama queen. o w o
Anyway, so I decided that I’d just trust the templates. (:
Uhh so this is my first post since like .. early December? (Yippee, my 1st post of 2009!)
Lol it reminds me of my old Xanga that I never went on. But I’ll try to keep this updated. :O
I feel like I’m chatting because of all the hahas and lols. > w >;; But that’s only because I was never good at writing cool, deep stuff. My train of thought doesn’t really have a course. = w = It’s kind of like a train trying to go through the ocean or the forest… basically, I’m saying that it’s IMPOSSIBLE for me to write something poignant or eloquent or even about just one subject.
Since this is my 1st post of 2009, I guess I’ll write my New Year’s Resolutions (though it’s a little late)
1) Be happier. (Try not to complain and think negatively)
2) Try to make my friends feel good, not bad. Try to avoid conflicts, if it’s possible. :D
3) Work harder… don’t be a sloth…
4) Be a better person in general!!
I guess lately I’ve been just “eh” about life and kind of acting like a pessimist. Or some emo kid who doesn’t really appreciate all the great blessings they’ve received in life, which isn’t cool. D: I kind of felt like I want to stay happy and bright all the time, but for me, it’s kind of… impossible. Like I’m just not one of those people with smiles that always stay on their face. (almost like they’re painted on… :D haha jk) But today, I kept getting reminded that everyone has to try to stay happy. Right? I think that it’s your attitude, which only you control. And some people just have that because that’s what they’ve developed and practiced all those years. Hm. Anyway, so I kept seeing stuff about happiness.. like in CC’s blog and Annes’s status: Happiness is Always Near (a great david choi song :D) and realized that I should just suck up stuff. Lol what do I honestly ever have to complain about?
haha I’m such a little kid…
Maybe one of my resolutions should be to grow up?
I’m kind of kidding myself when I say I’m pretty mature. Because man do I have a loooong way to go (: But I’ll keep trying!
Hm… I just wasted so much time on the computer. Doing what I wonder..= w =;;; haha pretty much nothing but catching up on old blogs :O
Anyhow, I’ll try my hardest to become a better student and a better person. Someone who is understanding and avoids unnecessary conflict. Someone who thinks before they act, instead of doing stuff then regretting it, like me. (which is being considerate too) Someone who is honest and is a hard worker. Someone nice. Someone… who can cook because I’m hungry.
I should probably add better girlfriend in there. Because I really suck at that.. o w o;
Anyhow, sorry for ranting! Peace out my amigos!!
p.s. hooray if you read this all! you are a genius & a very patient person! :O
with good concentration. and good understanding if you got it. o wo
I should never EVER become a graphic designer. :DD
I tried tampering with the colors of my blog.. oof.. haha actually it wasn’t that bad I guess. Maybe I’m a drama queen. o w o
Anyway, so I decided that I’d just trust the templates. (:
Uhh so this is my first post since like .. early December? (Yippee, my 1st post of 2009!)
Lol it reminds me of my old Xanga that I never went on. But I’ll try to keep this updated. :O
I feel like I’m chatting because of all the hahas and lols. > w >;; But that’s only because I was never good at writing cool, deep stuff. My train of thought doesn’t really have a course. = w = It’s kind of like a train trying to go through the ocean or the forest… basically, I’m saying that it’s IMPOSSIBLE for me to write something poignant or eloquent or even about just one subject.
Since this is my 1st post of 2009, I guess I’ll write my New Year’s Resolutions (though it’s a little late)
1) Be happier. (Try not to complain and think negatively)
2) Try to make my friends feel good, not bad. Try to avoid conflicts, if it’s possible. :D
3) Work harder… don’t be a sloth…
4) Be a better person in general!!
I guess lately I’ve been just “eh” about life and kind of acting like a pessimist. Or some emo kid who doesn’t really appreciate all the great blessings they’ve received in life, which isn’t cool. D: I kind of felt like I want to stay happy and bright all the time, but for me, it’s kind of… impossible. Like I’m just not one of those people with smiles that always stay on their face. (almost like they’re painted on… :D haha jk) But today, I kept getting reminded that everyone has to try to stay happy. Right? I think that it’s your attitude, which only you control. And some people just have that because that’s what they’ve developed and practiced all those years. Hm. Anyway, so I kept seeing stuff about happiness.. like in CC’s blog and Annes’s status: Happiness is Always Near (a great david choi song :D) and realized that I should just suck up stuff. Lol what do I honestly ever have to complain about?
haha I’m such a little kid…
Maybe one of my resolutions should be to grow up?
I’m kind of kidding myself when I say I’m pretty mature. Because man do I have a loooong way to go (: But I’ll keep trying!
Hm… I just wasted so much time on the computer. Doing what I wonder..= w =;;; haha pretty much nothing but catching up on old blogs :O
Anyhow, I’ll try my hardest to become a better student and a better person. Someone who is understanding and avoids unnecessary conflict. Someone who thinks before they act, instead of doing stuff then regretting it, like me. (which is being considerate too) Someone who is honest and is a hard worker. Someone nice. Someone… who can cook because I’m hungry.
I should probably add better girlfriend in there. Because I really suck at that.. o w o;
Anyhow, sorry for ranting! Peace out my amigos!!
p.s. hooray if you read this all! you are a genius & a very patient person! :O
with good concentration. and good understanding if you got it. o wo
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